the international

solidarity movement

July 2002
Retrospective from Mary E.

about ism
freedom summer 2002
registration
contribute to ism
previous campaigns
ism in the news
journals and reports
contact us
links


 

Hello all,

Now that I am returned and I've read through the hundreds of recent stories and reports filed by other internationals as well as those of Palestinians living under occupation, I feel compelled to pass on a small taste of realities other than those which I myself witnessed. (I am sending copies of other stories and accounts to my own email list, but not including them in this posting to ISM) Because the village in which I spent the bulk of my time had only the drama of people who hadn't been allowed to work for more than 4 months, nor bring in food nor any other sort of supplies except for doing so on foot or with donkeys over a nearby small mountain, or -- intermittently -- over hellish back roads. Nor had they been able to receive medical care for the same period except by making use of the same routes. For the record, the city of Ramallah from which they were blocked from going to is only a 30-minute or so, car ride away. But for the past 4+ months, snipers were posted, ready to shoot anyone attempting to use said road.

These conditions were shared by approximately 32 other small villages in the vicinity and for the first of these 4 months, the curfew and restriction to their individual villages was nearly complete. Those who risked travel due to medical necessity included a pregnant woman who lost her child after going into labor while attempting to get to Ramallah over the mountain as well as another village woman, also pregnant and on the verge of labor, who attempted the same route accompanied by her husband and father in law. Her husband was shot and killed, her father in law shot and wounded.

My time spent in Deir Ibzi'a was further made strange or atypical by the fact that during the week we were there, we heard only minimal shooting, saw only the occasional military vehicle, heard of only one unprovoked arrest. In contrast, the villagers had had troops and tanks and APC's (armored personnel carriers -- huge machines that look like a tank but have only a machine gun nest atop them instead of a full-on missile launcher) occupying their village every single day for the past 130 days. The troops pulled out on Wednesday, June 26 and we arrived on Friday, June 28.

Despite the absence of in-their-face harassment, the villagers were freshly marked by their recent experiences (which only vary by degree from the many years of their lives preceding the past 4+ months). They told us stories of villagers murdered, shot and beaten, stories of soldiers occupying their homes without warning, stories of soldiers storming the crowded local children's school and threatening the small children with guns and then tear gassing them. They told us more stories and more details than I could relate short of writing an entire book.

Despite all of this, we were received with an abundance of love and hospitality and phenomenal beauty of spirit the likes of which I have never, ever experienced in my entire life. As I read of the horrors and daily unimaginable abuses witnessed and experienced by others in the Occupied Territories during only the small snapshot of time in which I myself was over there, I know that I need to pass on some of these more graphic and immediate examples of life under occupation to all of my friends and family who witnessed via my email postings, a trip that turned into something I did not at all expect.

I far more imagined myself encountering the disturbing, violent situations described in these hundreds of other accounts I've just read through -- instead I was graced and blessed with a tidal wave of love in the form of hundreds of children -- children who have been harassed, tear gassed, lost family members, been prevented from receiving their educations, seen their parents and elders humiliated and abused, and are ever more enduring greater and greater privations as their already endemic poverty is ratcheted up horrible notch by notch. Children whose future looks to be only one of unimaginable worsening of conditions.

I met hundreds of beautiful spirits it would break my heart -- and would break any feeling human's heart -- to see broken.

Mary