March 08, 2002
Tell
the world...
by Huwaida
Arraf
Four-year-old
Ahmed Khader’s heart raced with fear; the children of the neighborhood
told him that we were
the Israelis back in his home. The eight of us were not occupation soldiers.
Rather we were foreign civilians (5 Americans, 2 Belgian and one Irish)
who had come to the Balata Refugee Camp to express our solidarity with the
people who had been invaded, terrorized and pillaged on a 4-day raid of
their home – a refugee camp – by the Israeli military. The Israeli
Armed Forces had just pulled out of the camp that very morning of Monday
March 4, 2002 when we arrived, and Ahmed, who had been locked in one room
(8' X 10') with other members of his family for the 4 days of the Israeli
raid, feared that they had returned. Ahmed’s aunt explained that we
were friends, and the boy cautiously warmed up to us. Ahmed wouldn’t
talk about what had happened to them. He did however admit that he was scared,
that he “wasn’t brave.” Four days earlier, armed Israeli
soldiers had broken into the Khader home and ordered the 3 women (including
one pregnant and one elderly) and the three children aged 4-9 years, that
were in the home, into one room. They then proceeded to take over the rest
of the home. For the next 24 hours the women and children sat in the room,
without food, without relief. And since the
Israeli army had cut the electricity in the entire camp, little Ahmed and
his family sat in the dark. The soldiers did once give the family the option
to leave, but promised them that they would never come back. Already refugees
and with nowhere else to go, the family stayed. The next day the soldiers
gave permission to the women and children to go to the bathroom and for
one of the women to quickly make sandwiches for the kids….
We walked into
a small, meager home, where an elderly woman was sitting on the floor –
a static-filled
television set the only piece of furniture in the small room. The woman
turned to us crying as news of Bushra Abu Kweik and her children’s
killing* was being reported on the television screen. “They’re
killing all of our beautiful children. They already took our homes and now
they come after us in our refugee camps…” I asked her if the Israeli
soldiers had come into her home and she pointed to the gaping hole in the
wall behind me… **
Everyone in the
streets wanted us to see the damage that had been done to their homes and
shops. It was
not possible to see it all. Balata is home to approximately 22,000 Palestinian
refugees who had been forced out of their homes in 1948, from towns and
villages in what is now called Israel. All had been abused and traumatized
again by the Israeli Armed Forces. Everyone had a story. All of the homes
we saw were severely damaged - windows blown out, walls dynamited as soldiers
moved from home to home, and some homes completely destroyed….
In the narrow
streets and alleyways of the camp, people could be seen clearing away rubble.
An elderly dark-skinned man began talking to me. “I lost my son, my
mother and my home, but I still thank God. I have
my humanity.” Although I was running late for an appointment I stepped
into what remained of this man’s home where I was introduced to his
12 daughters. A week earlier, Abdallah’s son was killed by Israeli
forces surrounding Nablus. Abdallah’s mother died two days later. The
next day, the Israeli Army entered his home. “I tried to speak to the
soldiers in Hebrew as I’ve worked in Israel for over 30 years and know
Israelis and Hebrew well. One soldier saw a poster of my slain son on the
wall and put out his cigarette butt in between my son’s eyes in the
photo. He called him a terrorist and said he deserved to die as we all [Palestinians]
do.” Abdallah’s daughters quickly forgot their reserve and began
hurling questions, statements and accusations at me: “The American
president says we’re the terrorists, but who’s doing the terrorizing?”
What kind of people would steal the gold off a woman who has so little?
On top of taking our homes, killing our sons and coming after us in our
refugee camps, they take women’s gold! You tell them. You tell the
world that we’re not the terrorists. We want our freedom and we will
not give up our land. Never.” “I’m glad my mother died when
she did,” said Abdallah.
I want to tell
the world what I see. I want to scream out against this injustice and madness,
but who’s listening? The refugees who I met in Balata asked me to be
their voice, but is the world willing to listen?
If you are a
journalist and would like more information or help with arranging an interview
with anyone in Balata or any of the foreign civilians that visited Balata,
please contact me at +972-52-642-709 or by email at huwaidaa@yahoo.com.
If you would
like to help the residents of Balata in their efforts to rebuild their homes,
and with the costs of the programs that are being established to work with
the traumatized children, you can send
donations to:
Bank: Arab Bank
Acct name: Popular Committee of the Nablus Governate
Acct No: 445000
You may also contact Ms. Samar Hawash at
+972-9-238-3384; +972-9-239-1843; or +972-59-719-785
or by email at pwwsd@zaytona.com
Thank you for
listening.